New Poem: A Barrel of Wax

Originally penned/published:  November 19, 2012

 

Offer me nothing,

I need no gifts.

 

I am a barrel of wax now.

Hardened by                              persistent wisdom, neediness which once made me cringe, by the plethora of morning dazes that end

in a bowl of oatmeal, lukewarm and alone.

I have been sitting

in this den of birds                    amid the cacophony of my own silence and their senseless chirping.

The right amount of this on any given day would turn a fine person crazy.

 

But I have become a barrel of wax.

Hardened, for the strength that the future will require,

For my children, not yet born, perhaps never born, perhaps

For someone else’s.

“bear in mind alternate sources of motherhood”

bear in your belly:   nothing.

Keep moving.

 

For I am a barrel of wax now

No trick candle to light, no wick even visible.

‘cept to the vastly trained eye,

For I

Am a barrel of wax.

 

Need no fuel but mine own,

Need no love but the sun,

Need no crimson for to fashion this world into pretty

For a barrel of wax is nothing but eyes

And a barrel of wax                                                                      has no need for a deity.

 

©Tawny Powell